Wallygamer talks about his rage over anime

WallyGamer4: have you seen Hellsing Ultimate?
demu: too nerdy
demu: no
WallyGamer4: why is it too nerdy, this personifies my rage quite clearly, I really wish there was a game where it monitered your rage levels and based the attacks off of them.
WallyGamer4: THis is what my rage is like, complete and total destruction
WallyGamer4: I am afraid I am unable to fully unleash it on FP for fear of permaban
demu: it's cartoon and it has bad story
WallyGamer4: :facepalm: just look at it and see
demu: i did as a child
WallyGamer4: just disregard that it has anything to do with the sereis
demu: its just like prowrestling except drawn
WallyGamer4: this is describing my rage
demu: drawn character being super uber powerful
demu: atleast wrestling is real in some form
WallyGamer4: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_v7qpejTEY please, just watch, humor me by watching
WallyGamer4: you may want to turn your speakers down
demu: it's just so childish
WallyGamer4: :facepalm:
demu: licking blood off the floor and blyyy i explode
demu: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kSX8IT87jw&feature=channel_page
WallyGamer4: my rage has gotten to that sort of intensity where I wish I could do that, I have actually planned on ways of killing someone I hated when I was working, everyone hated him... I am glad I was let go, the reason for me bieng let go is because the resturaunt was shutting down, two weeks after I left, it shut down and that was about a year ago
demu: that's a real life bad ass from wrestling
WallyGamer4: hehehe, that is somewhat close to my rage
WallyGamer4: in real life
WallyGamer4: but instead of a bat, replace it with a sledgehammer with nails stuck to the end
WallyGamer4: severe blunt trauma and flesh ripping from the nails
demu: what was it then?
WallyGamer4: it was related to some fuckhead ( the little shit everyone hated because he wouldnt do his fucking job) made up a story of how I neglected to clean up something when in fact I cleaned up the mess that I supposedly made.
WallyGamer4: he created it and blamed me for it
demu: that sucks
WallyGamer4: definitely
WallyGamer4: now you understand that video as an example of my pure rage and where it stemmed from?
demu: yea
WallyGamer4: I would probably play the perfect part as a Tank
WallyGamer4: hehe
WallyGamer4: when I am in full rage mode
WallyGamer4: I think I am going to post a rant on FP, it will probably get me banned but really if they are that fucking stupid to ban me because of an extreme rant...
WallyGamer4: But I like FP
WallyGamer4: for some reason
WallyGamer4: brb
WallyGamer4: k I am back
WallyGamer4: I don't know what else to talk about
WallyGamer4: odd thing is after I completely rage, my mind becomes blank and I become oddly very calm and able to focus intently on whatever I am doing
WallyGamer4: and that tends to scare people
demu: maybe you should go see a doctor?
demu: you can't get a girlfriend if you rage
WallyGamer4: I have my rage pretty much under control
WallyGamer4: I only fully unleash it when I am extremely pissed off and just don't care about my own safety
WallyGamer4: which has not happened yet
WallyGamer4: which I am glad for
WallyGamer4: Well, there was this one time where I "redded out" meaning, I fully raged
WallyGamer4: and I have no memory of it whatsoever, ony my dad can fully explain what happened
WallyGamer4: this is what had occured, at least I think it is, from what I have been told from my dad, it did occur this wayWallyGamer4: the parts I remember where that I had gon to Conformation class, and there is this little puke who was part of my church and had the ego about the size of a small planet and always found it funny to throw things at me when the pastor left to go do something, it would not matter what he threw, pencils, erasers, paper balls... anything
WallyGamer4: this was when I was about 13
WallyGamer4: and I am 21 now
WallyGamer4: The tauntings would occur whenever we were let outside for a 15 minute break from studies, he would stand over in his little group and call me names and generally make fun of me
WallyGamer4: one day, I don't know how or why it happened, but something within me snapped and I blacked out.
WallyGamer4: when I came too, I had the little shit by the neck and he was about a foot off of the ground, I had him pinned against a brick wall and I was shaking badly
WallyGamer4: I immediately released him
WallyGamer4: my dad saw this because he was sitting out in the car waiting for class to end, it was only an hour long class